PROOF OF LOVE PART l: ETERNITY LASTS FOR EIGHT VEARS Mi*. Kvítková the goose plm.ker plucked seventy-two geese in eight hours and wem into ihe history books. Ai an academic conference in Brno, Minister of Information Václav Kopecký said that Europe's highest mountain MM Mount Elbrus^ and defined the previously held view that it was Mont Blanc as "a relic of reactionary cosmopolitanism," A definitive list was compiled of authors who would never be published again, including Dickens, Dostoevsky, Nietzsche and several hundred others. Ihc poet Michal Sedloň wrote that "nourishment" and "production" were now poetic words. The number of individual copies of books destroyed in the country during these years is estimated at twenty-seven million, As Prime Minister Antonín Zápotocký diagnosed the new age: "It's impossible to live the old way—now life is belter and happier!" In two years—at Stalin's suggestion—the most eminent leaders will be condemned to the gullows- At the Zlatá Husa hotel on Wenceslas Square—where Andersen wrote his most famous fairytale about the idle rich, The Princess and the Pea—there hung a sign that said: "With the Soviet Union Forever." 79 So MARIU5Z SZCZYCHl-l. CCITTI.AND H.very day at midnight, at the end of its broadcast. Radio Prague played the Soviet national anthem. This is how the 1940s end and the '50s begin in Czechoslovakia. As part of the Celebrations for loseph Stalin's seventieth birthday held in December 1949.* the authorities decide that nine million of the country's population of fourteen million citizens will sign birthday wishes for him. They manage to collect the signatures in four days. To mark the occasion, a decision is taken to erect the world's largest statue of Stalin on a hill above the Vltava River in Prague. No sculptor can refuse to take part in the competition. Fifty-tour artists are given nine months to design a Statue. Ihank Cod, the top Czechoslovak sculptor Ladislav Saloun is lucky enough to be dead (as they say about this particular death in Prague). In order nut to win, Karel Pokorny, regarded as Saloun's successor, draws the leader with his arms spread in a friendly gesture, making Stalin look like Christ. Most of the other artists make the same mistake. "They " loaepri Vissarionovkb Stalin ibwild haw celebrated Ti is seventieth hi rtlwky in IS+B- tl seems that he falsely puir '»79 a Mi ilate tA hirtll i iL many documents, and thus it was accepted as the official dste during hu lifetime. J his is dijcuiuedhyR.itoiari IsiMorLin Vdvud Kadziniky in llisbouk, Stafor. ThrFtrsi In-depth Biography Raw,( o rally in the greatest confidence, that they had driven him up to the monument that night." The sculptor Olbram Zoubek is seventy-seven years old, an energetic man who has no ungrounded fears. 1 le was a student when Svec was working on Stalin. After the sell-immolation of history student lan Palach m 196a, Zoubek managed to get inside the morgue and make two death masks of the national hero, who was being guarded by a whole herd of secret policemen, and so loo shall I succeed in discovering some facts about švec. /.oubek knows a sculptor who worked with Otakar švec on Stalin, and whose name is Josef Vajce. He is the only man still alive who knew him personally. Fantastic! To make sure I don't give the old man a shock. Zoubek t al K h i m at home for me. Listen, Honia," he says, "there's a guy from Poland here who's going to call you in an hour..." ("He'll see you" he mutters across to me.) 1 leave Zoubeks place, and in an hour the phone is an -swered by a man who sounds elderly. "I'm afraid Mr. Vajce has been away in Ukraine for a week and I'm nol The Americans have extended the Czechoslovak students' scholarships by a year, so Jaroslava Moserovi is studying at the Art Students League. She earns a living at ;i lamp factory, where she paints roses m two colors onto the lamp stands. In the spring, she finishes her studies and wants to earn the money for a trip. She is given a three-month post at the home of a manufacturer of dried-fruit vending machines- She ťiŮTTLANT? i 13 will take care of his children. At their home on Long Island, their arc already three black servants, including a cook. But no black hand is allowed to touch the children's beds, the children's bathroom or the children's clothes. "Of course, the children cannot enter the blacks' kitchen!" the machine man ufactttrer's wife explains to her. "You must make sure of that!" OS At seven in the morning, they unlock the computer room at the industrial technical college in Humpolec, and every day before classes Zdenek spends some time in there. He also spends time there after classes. Yesterday he was in a chat room until it was closed. He was chatting with Tomas B., whose tag is Cooltittrcbdk. meaning "Cool-rogue." The topic was this; Till fat and I haven't got a girlfriend* ("So we were both fat guys," Cooldarcbak will later say, "but he was the only one who didn't have a girlfriend.") 49 1.11.. 1-Li..,1 .\ :..>..■ row. diVMi't h,ii.ť complete t.iilli n Amen „Mil civilization. In September, she wants to go home to her parents. She Is nineteen now, and she decides lhát before being shut in a cage, she'll take a trip around the world. She sails on cargo ship* Inmi S Jarka Moserová is looking forward to receiving her diploma. She has no opportunity to read the thoughts of a writer from Poland on life under communism in a chapter entitled; "How do you go through university without losing faith in life?" (The Polish authors answer is that it can't be done,) In the fifth year of her studies at Charles University. Jaro-sJava Moserová finds out that she won't get the title "doctor of medicine." 'Ihe college authorities inform her "The Party and the government have decided that graduates of the medical faculties throughout the country won't be called doctors of medicine, but 'graduate physicians,'" A student delegation goes to see the president of the republic with a petition. They explain that patients will react badly to this, and it will reduce a doctors authority. Tile next day, all the students are summoned to the auditorium, ihe deputy minister of education and the head of the president's office make speeches. The chairman of the student delegation reports that the comrade president listened to their petition and said: "In principle 1 agree with you, but.. " At this, the head of the president's office stands up and says that it isn't true; The comrade president said, "In principle i do not agree with you, but.. At that, the chairman of the delegation glances at his fellow students, who handed in the petition with him, and says:"But I have witnesses!" A couple of weeks before their graduation ceremony, the chairman shows his fellow students from the medical faculty a summon* I rum the Security Service. On the sheet of paper, there is a charge: "Falsely misrepresenting the words of the Head of State." He goes to the interrogation and disappears. He is simply nowhere to be found, and nobody ever hears of him again. The entire fifth year class in Medicine sits and waits for the graduation ceremony in silence. Nobody is surprised by anything. ''Why are we keeping quiet?" wonders larka, "Maybe because too many people keep disappearing," says a friend. If Zdcnek goes anywhere after classes, it's with his mother, to polish the hood of the car. Of course, his parents know the boy should have somewhere to go. They persuaded him to join a fishing club. Fishing and beer are two hobbies Far real men in the Vysocina regmn. /denekdid go to the dub :rrci. ftwhihJmn means"»torch." 2<|A MARIUSZ SZCZYGIEt bring in a young man. She hear* the paramedics saying that tliis is Torch Number One. His name is Jan Palach. He set himself on fire outside the museum on Wcnceslas Square. Almost the entire surface of his body is charred, as are his airways. The orderlies, who always call young people by their first names, address him as "sir.™ The nurses say he is Jan the Second, because he wanted to remind people of Jan Hus. Jan Palachs death throes last for seventy-two hours. People bring hundreds of flowers to the hospital for him, and hundreds of letters arrive. The nurses read the letters to him. Jaroslava Moserova reads them too. And in his fever, he opens his eyes and asks in a hoarse, suffering voice: "It wasn't in vain, was it?" "No, it wasn't," they reply. "That's good,1* says the patient. The secret police are standing outside the hospital. Despite the Soviet occupation, the coffin is set out in the hall of Charles University's Karolinum building, and there are candles in apartment windows. Crowds of people weep as they come to visit the deceased until midnight. All over the country, there are tabor strikes, hunger strikes and rallies. The funeral is a demonstration, and the grave in Prague's Oliany cemetery is a site of pilgrimage. A few years later, the authorities force Palach's mother and brother to sign an exhumation agreement; then they re-mo\re the remains at night, cremate them, and give the urn to the family. GOTTLANO 247 They will keep it at home, because the cemetery in Palach's native town of Vsetaty refuses to accept it for a year. In 1990, President Vaclav Havel will ceremonially return the urn from Vietaly to Oliany. 03 Zdenek has a choice: he can travel from Humpolcc to Prague by bus or by train. If he went by rail, he would have to change trains and would only get there in the afternoon. In Kolin. he would have to board the express train "|an Palach." So he takes a direct bus, leaving at 6:30. The road to Prague is a freeway—fifty-six miles down a narrow pass running between trees and meadows. What could have stopped him on this road? The only things visible, apart from the dark brown woods, still without leaves, are gigantic billboards saying: "Now's the time! Follow your heart. Get the benefit of a facelift." "It's the right time to make a good investment. The New Phone Book.. " "Let me get my clothes off—0-800.. Fifty minutes later, Zdenek is in Prague. 76 After patients injured by the invasion, patients injured by the normalization start to appear—the first victims of the process of creating the new, obedient man. Mr. K., for example, one of 750,000 people who after 1970 arc forced to change Jobs. 14« MAkLUSZ SZCIZYt.lF.I. GOTTLAND 249 Mr. K., who went to university and speaks three languages, was employed in foreign trade. The Party decided that he would lay asphalt on the streets. One day, a tank valve couldn't withstand the pressure and boiling tar came shooting out, straight at Mr. K. It melted his entire hody apart from his face. People who deal with monstrosities have to find ways to prevent themselves, from floim; mad. For example, at first Jaroslava Moserova used to draw different versions of a little girl walking along with a sunflower held high. Now she is protected from madness by Dick Francis—the Queen Mother's top jockey. He competed in the Grand National, ridmg the Queen Mother's favorite, a horse called Devon Loch, The entire royal family was sure he would win. Suddenly, on the final straight the horse fell. Then it seemed to come to its senses, got up and ran nn, but it could no longer win. Afterwards, it was examined—it wasn't injured or sick. For years, people debated this astonishing incident, although the Queen Mother was typically stoical about it, commenting: "Oh, that's racing!" And the demoted Dick Francis wrote a novel in which it featured. Then he started thinking up detective stories. Most of his novels are set at the horse races, and Jaroslava Moserova translates them all into Citeth- By 2003. she had translated forty-four of his novels, and won a prize for the art of translation, while in the Czech Republic Dick Francis has outsold Agatha Christie herself. "What helps you to unwind?" ask (he journalists. "Why do you translate these particular bonks? And why only this author?" "Because good always triumphs in them, and evil is pun ished. Apart from that, he's reluctant to send anyone to jail," replies Jaroslava Moserova. "If a bad guy docs have to he punished, he's more likely to tall oil a cliff or get killed in a crash," she adds. It's the 1970s, and the word "jail" puts the Czechoslovak journalists on their guard; maybe they'd rather not see it in print, so they'd like her to give them a different reason. "Well, all right" the translator does her best to satisfy them, "I also like the fact that in his books the only person who has to try and think up an alibi is the murderer." 03 Mrs. Adamcová calls Zdeněk on his cell phone. She called earller, bul he dldnt piek up. "Where are you-, son?" she asks. 'Where do you think?" replies Zdenek, and hangs up, 77 To Jaroslava Moserova, Václav Havel is the small boy in short pants, standing next to her and her sister Božena in a photograph. Their families were friends. I he girls are about seven and nine years old, and Havel is three. Her stepson looks at the photo and asks: "What did you and your sister talk to Mr. Havel about Mom?" "Nothing, Tomáš!" says his stepmother mdignandy. "We took no notice of him at all. He was too young for US." 3*0 makiusz szczreiB-L Zdenek Adamec has a full canister now. 87 Apparently, Jaroslava Moserova has treated a patient whn suffered bums, in a gas explosion, affecting not jlJSt the llesh under his thick shorts.; hut his hands too, because he had them in his pockets. I le is a young violinist, and before the explosion he studied at the conservatory. A year after the skin graft he has started to practice again, but he can't stand and hold the bow in his hand for long. After only ten minutes, he loses heart. As his doctor comes from a home where the children had to know the difference between Monet and Manet, and play the piano, she starts practicing with him, playing duets by Corelli. To catch up with the qualified violinist, the surgeon in her fifties signs up for piano lessons. When they practice together, the boy can keep going for a whole hour. They play like that for three years. 'Ihen they appear at the Congress of the Hurnpean Society of Plastic Surgeons, where they perform lanacek. Now Jaroslava Moserova has an idea for a screenplay. A mother has unintentionally injured her daughter's cheek. The story begins when the girl is al ready grown up; she has a scar on her beautiful face, a good job and lots of friends. Everything Is fine, except for the mothers sense of guilt. She plagues her daughter by being morbidly overprOteclLve. Guilt is her life. r.OTTLANIJ *5 J The screenplay idea appeals to t-.vald Schorm, an icon n\ the Czechoslovak New Wave in cinema who has been silent for almost twenty years, roughly since the death of Palach. He wants to direct it, but he has no desire to write the script. He says she should write it When laroslava tries to make excuses, Schorm explains how to write it: everything that's heard, such as a car hooting, goes on the left-hand side of the script, and everything that's seen, such as a curtain moving, goes on the right. The role of the mother will be played by a friend of Jaro-slava's. She is the ex-wife of the nice orphan boy who used to visit the Mosers after the war. He had nobody, and he wanted someone to spread butter on his bread, and even to shout at him now and then, which is understandable—what he needed was a substitute family. The actress friend is called lana Brejchova. and the name of her former husband with the bread and butler is MiloS Forman. The movie is going to happen, but it can't have the title the screenwriter wants. >he'J like il n> tv: called White Dc. The word '"lie," like the word "truth," is banned In art, and during the normalization neither of them can be used. Another iconic director of the Czechoslovak New Wave, Vera Chytilova, has been unable to use the words *I think" in a movie. "T think that ..." the actor said quite slowly, but the pre-scrcening inspection committee ruled that he shouldn't think so meaningfully, because that could be interpreted in various ways. And at anolher point, when a man locked himself in the bathroom and shouted, Tm trapped,* Vera Chytilova had to cut the entire scene out of the movie. 2yl MAK1USZ SZCZYC.IEL So Evald Schorms latest picture is called Nothing Really Happened. Zdenek Adamec (Joes up the wide museum steps, It's eight in the morning and its cold, at the beginning of March. GOTTLAHD Just like Torch Number One, Zdenek Adamec soaks himidf, from the head down. He jumps onto the stone balustrade and tires up a ciga rerte lighter. He leaps. Contact with the air in motion causes the fire to engulf hit entire body evenly. 89 Seriously ill, Evald Schorm die* a month before the premicie of the movie. Coinridentally, it is scheduled for January 19, at the movie theater in the Lucerna Palace on Wenceslas Square. But that day, no trams or subway trains are running there. It was on January 19 twenty years ago that Jan Palach died, and in the square several thousand demonstrators have pust been surrounded by militiamen. rJ here is no audience at all for the premiere of Nothing Really Happened. In May, Qaztta Wyborcta comes out for the first time in Poland—the country's first independent newspaper—but in Czechoslovakia, Vaclav Havel is still in jail. But by November, when the Civic Forum is formed, he is at the head of it. Ac-tors, philosophers, journalists and doctors join ... She joins too. "But 1 have lots of fears—after all, I'm not a politician," she says, "Thank God. Mrs. Moscrova, none of us are politicians," her colleagues reassure her. 01 Seventy-one-year-old Jaroslava Moserova writes her mem oirs. Storm: People You Never Forget. She sets up www, moserova.cz. as she needs to account for the past twelve yeare, She has been vice president of the Civic Forum, Czeclm Slovakia's and then the Czech Republic's ambassador to Am traha and New Zealand, and vice president of the Senate of the Czech Republic. She has also been president of the General Conference of UNESCO, which supports education. Jaroslava Moserova be lieves there are simple ways to help even the poorest pari* ol the world. If there arcnt enough resources for education, I lit first thing you need to do is set up a radio station. The radio will be an attraction, and at the same time it can teach peoplt about hygiene and birth control-Now Moserova Is a senator for the ODA, or Civic Denm cratic Alliance, representing the Pardubice constituency. Hit ODA competes with Vaclav Klaus's Civic Democratic Party. Her party doesn't have huge support, So what if they wanted to reduce annual tax returns to a single sheet of A4T 1S4 MAHIUSZ SZCZTGJEt (People liked that.) So what it" they wanted to register same-sex partnerships? (Not everybody liked that,) When at the same time they wanted complete exemption from paying rent. (Hardly anybody liked that!) Jaroslava Moserová only won because people in Pardubice reckoned she was a decent woman. 03 Zdeněk Adamec falls four yards away from the spot where Palach set himself on fire. His hps are burned, but he is still trying to say something. Later it wilt be reported that, like Torch Number Two-Jan Zajíc—Zdeněk Adamec drank corrosive acid to stop himself from screaming. 02 Now and then. Jaroslava Moserová comes up against a certain issue. It concerns the fact that in 1977 she did not sign a document which was very important for any decent person to sign. Especially as the campaign and the document were initiated by the boy in the photograph, the one in short pants, who thirty-six years earlier had been too young for a serious conversation with the Moserová sisters. Why didn't she sign Charter '77? Jaroslava Moserová could give an answer in the style of Bohumil Hrabal; "I have so much trouble dealing with myself, OOTTl.AND 255 and so much trouble with my own friends and relatives that 1 haven't enough time to follow changing political events in any way. I don't even know what the people wlm w*nt those changes are talking about, because the only thing I would want to change is myself." She could say something of the kind, as Hrabal did. and she would probably be understood. liut Jaroslava Moserová says; "If the Charter had tome to me, I certainly would have signed it, but as it didn't conn. I didn't go looking for it. "So I admit: I was being cautious." At the suggestion of a rather overly self-conJident journalist from Poland that a person is only what he pretendsjo be, and it's impossible for her nowadays as a politician and Tliplômat nevcFtó have told a lie, Jaroslava Moserová replies that there are situations in which a politician cannot always tell the entire truth, but he should never tell a he. As she's always done—tor decades—she goes to church. In the Senate, they say she is quite appalled by Klaus, who said a while back that for him the Church is the same sort of organization as a walking club. 03 Zdenek Adamec is lying in a pool of water, doused by the firefighters, and the temperature is below freezing. People stand there helplessly. None of the curious onlookers calls an ambulance. »56 MARtUSZ SZCZYGIEL OOTTLAND 257 Three doctors only come after a call from the firefighters. They cany him to an ambulance. He lives for another thirty minutes. 03 Jaroslava Moserova tells a friend that Milan, Tomas and the grandchildren are the best things that have ever happened to her. She tells her family she has decided to stand as president of the country. She prepares a speech to give to parliament: "I know that dishonesty is what offends young people the most. And they blame us, the politicians, for the rise of immorality. In a way, they are right.. " And she ends it like this: "In our country, politicians aren't trusted. 1 hope this will change. Please have trust in me." The serious press isn't interested in her. NUt a single analy sis of her electoral chances or her views is published, and nobody docs a major interview with her. But a journalist from a women's glossy magazine tells a reporter from Poland that the candidate, as a plastic surgeon, could have far fewer wrinkles than she does. After all, an interview In her magazine has to have a really stunning picture to go with it! 03 Senator Jaroslava Moserova hears about the death of Zdenik Adamec a month after losing the election. She is sitting in the conference room at Wiston House in Wilton Park, Great Britain. She's taking part in a world anti-corruption conference. She opens her laptop, logs on to www.pochodnia2003.cz, and reads: JVfy whole life has been a complete failure. I feel as if I \ don't Jit in with the timet. As I am just another victim ' of the System, I have decided my suffering is going to end for good-1 can't go on anymore. Other people aren't interested. They're indifferent. And the politicians are like little lords who trample on ordinary people. I want everyone to stop and think about themselvei and limit the evil they commit each day. You'll find out the rest about me from the press afterwards. 1 And the final sentence of the letter: "Don't portray me"1 as a madman." Jaroslava Moserova closes her computer. The thought that occurs to her is that none of the countries here at the world anti-corruption conference has presented a sen sible remedy for it. 03 Ihe press notes that in his farewell letter the boy did not make a single mention of his parents. A famous writer points out that Zdcnek Adamec's sacrifice is like a repetition of Jesus' sacrifice. A famous bishop writes that, on reading Zdenek's 158 MAHIUSZ SZCJClftilF.L r GOTTLAND 159 statement, we would instantly like to label his story as "pathology." Unfortunately, this is just the tip of the iceberg. The iceberg is a sense of pointlessness among the younger generation. Next day, people lay flowers and messages at the site of the suicide, They burn votive candles. They also lay flowers and light candles for Palach. Foreign tour groups line up to have both islands of flowers visible in their photographs, Unfortunately, there is some resulting confusion. At the site of Palach's death, messages appear saying; "Zdcnek, you're rights "Zdcnek who, sir?" says the policeman. "They're makinga biopic about Hitler here. The Canadians arc filming it? "But this spot was covered in flowers and candles. What \ happened? Have they put out the vigil lights? Removed them? / Three days after his death, that's awful!" "Nobody put them out," the policeman explains patiently. \ "Take a look over here, please—they've shielded the candles J hehind a car, so they won't appear in the film. As you know. / a contract's a contract, this sort of movie can't be called off. A / movie's a movie, sir. 'Ihe movie has to be made." 03 On the evening of the third day, there's a gantry standing by the museum steps. A crew is fitting it with television spotlights. It's as bright as day. The cameras are on standby. There's a crowd of people. Right in the middle stand three men in smart black overcoats, who have just got out of a car. One of them is holding flowers. Everything is ringed with red-and-white tape. A policeman is keeping watch to make sure nobody crosses it. There's an atmosphere of anticipation. "There's going to be a broadcast about that boy." the passers-by explain to each other, and each of them cranes his neck as high as possible. They ask the policeman for details. "Is it a ceremony? In honor of that Zdenek guy from Humpolec?"