H3 TBopnecTBa Eopiica riacTepHaica http://www.voutubc.com/watch?v=dXlJiT51l]tBY 3hMHHH HOHb Mejio, Mejio no Bceň 3eMJie Bo Bce npenejibi. Ceeija ropejia Ha CTOJie, CBena ropejia. KaK JieTOM poeM MouiKapa JleTMT Ha njiaMH, CueTajiMCb xjionba co HBopa K OKOHHoň paMe. MeTenb jienwjia Ha CTeKJie KpyacKH m cTpejibi. CBeia ropejia Ha cTOjie, CBe^ía ropejia. Ha o3apeHHHM noTOJioK JIOSMJlMCb IBHK, CKpemeHbH pyK, CKpemeHba Hor, Cyflböbi CKpemeHbH. H naflajiM jBa 6auiMa*iKa Co cTyKOM Ha n oji, M BOCK CJie3aMM C HOIHMKä Ha njiaTbe Kanaji. H Bce Tepsjiocb b CHeüCHofi Mrjie Ceflofi M Ďejioíí. CBe^a ropejia Ha cTOjie, Cseya ropejia. Ha CBe»äKy flyjio aa yrjia. Vi xap co6jia3Ha B3flbiMaji, KaK aHreji, nBa Kpbuia KpecTOo6pa3HO. Meno Becb Mecau b ^eBpajie, H to m nejio CBe^ia ropejia Ha ďojie, CBe^a ropejia. (cóopiiHK: CecTpa moh - »tHSHb. 1922) ^asaň poHHTb c. iobíi, KaK caa - HHTapb h ueapy. Pacceaimo h m ej po, r.'iiiii. ejBrt. ejua. Bepřo a, npHíjeT nopa - Cmiy no^JiocTH h 3Jio6bi ofloneeT jryx aoopa. He noTpHceHbíi n nepeBopoTbi JlflSl HOBOÍÍ >KH3HH OHlimaíOT nyTb, A oTKpoBeHba, 6ypn h meapoTbT /fyum BOcnjiaivieHěHHOH HbeK-HHÓyŕib. O 3HajT 6bi a h to TaK 6biBaeT, Kor^a nycKajica Ha jjeöfOT, HtO CTpOHKH C KpOBbhO - yÔHBaŕOT, HaxjibiHyT ropjiOM h y6bK>t. HO 6bITb JKHBbIM, JKHBbIM H TOJIbKO, )KhBMM - H TOJIbKO ÍIO KOHU3. H AOJibiue BeKa jjjihtcji /jeHb H He KOHHaiOTCH 06-bflTbH. "OeBpajib. /JocTaTb 'lepnn.i h njiaKaTb!" 1912 ro/j. ft Ä Ä tteBpajib. JociaTt ^epHMJi M njiaKaTb ! riMcaTh o $eBpajie HaBspbifl, nosa rpoxoyyma« cjihkotb BecHOK lepHoro ropMT. flocTaTb npojieTKy. 3a mecTb rptiBeH, ^pes ĎJiaroBecT, Hpe3 kjihk Konec, IlepeHecTMCb Týna, rue jiHBetib Eine uiyMHeň qepHMJi n cjie3. r^e, KaK obyrjieHHbie rpyuiw, C flepeBbeB Tbica^äM rpa^eň CopByTcs b jiyacM m oôpyuiaT Cyxyio rpycTb Ha äho cmeň. Hob Heň npoTamiHbi lepHeioT, H Beiep KpMKaMM n3pbiT, H ^eM cjiyMaiíHeťí, tom BepHee CjiaraioTC^ cthxm HaB3pbm. <1912, 1928> Mapôypr (1916) R B3flparMBaji. H 3aropajicfl vl rac. R ipaccfl. R cnejiaji cefraac npenJioseHte, -Ho no3flHo, fL cnpeŕíýMji, m bot rae - otkb3 . KaK majib ee cues! H cbatoto bJiasKeHHeŕí! R BbnnejT Ha njromaflfa . R Mor ďbitl comeH BTOpj/raHO pOflHBniMMCH . KaiKflaH MajIOCTb 3Cnjia n, He CTaBfl mghh hm bo ^íto, B npomajibHOM 3HayeHLH cbocm noflbiMajiacb. njIMTHHK paCKajlflJICfl, M yjUTITLI HOĎ Bliji CMyrji, m Ha Heöo rjiafleji ncnoflJioÖLH ByjiKCKHMK, m BeTep, KaK jiojioyHMK, rpeö no jiMnaM. M Bce sto ďhjiw nofloôbH Ho, KaK ďh TO HM ď LIJI o, h M3öeraji Mx B3rjij?H0B. R He saMe^aji hx npMBeTCTBMŕí. R 3HäTt HMyero He xoTeji m3 ĎoraTCTB. R boh BLipLiBajicfl, ^Toö He pa3peBeTbcfl. Mhctmhkt npMpoatijeHHbiM, CTaptiK-noflxajij/iM, Blut HeBHHOCHM MHe. Oh Kpajica ďok o 6ok M nyMaji: "PeöjrabH 3a3Ho6a. 3a hum, K HeOTacTiB, npwfleTca npMCMaTpMBaTL b 06a" . "IHarHM, m eine pas",- TBep.ri.i-in MHe mhctmhkt, ]A Beji MeHH Mynpo, KaK cTapiiií cxojiacTMK, Mpe3 fleBCTBeHHbIM, HenpOXOflHHHH TpOCTHMK, HarpeTHX nepeBbeB, CHpeHH vl CTpacTH. "'Äcxy-z'jCĽuC~. niaroM, a nocjie xotl b 6er",-TBepflMji oh, m HOBoe cojimie c 3eHiiTax CMOTpejio, KaK cH3HOBa ytjaT xojjböe Ty3eMua njiaHeTbi Ha hoboh njiaHMije. Ojjhmx 3TO Bce ocjienjiHJio. flpyriiM - Toü TbMoio Ka3ajiocb, yTO rjia3 xotb blikojim . KonajiMCb ubinjíHTa b Kycľax reopruH, CBep^KM m CTpeK03LI, KaK ^aCHKM, TMKajIM. njiLuia ^epenwiia, m iroJirjeHb cMOTpeji, He cMaprMBaH, Ha kpobjih. A b Mapôypre Kto, rpoMKo CBrana, Ma c Tepmi caMocTpeji, Kto MOJTiía roTOBMJica k TporaiKoŕí apMapKe. SejiTeji, oĎJiaKa noxnpaa, necoK. npeíirpo3be Mrpano ďpobhmh KycTapHHKa. M He6o cneKajiocb, ynaB Ha KycoK KpoBoocTaHaBjTOBaraneři b p hm km . B tot jieah b ck) Teöfl, ot rpeĎeHOK ixo hot, KaK TparMK b npoBMHura jjpaMy iiieKcnnpoBy, HOCMJI k C COĎOÍO vi 3Haji HasyöoK EaTajics no ropony m peneTMpoBaji. Korna & ynaji npen toďom, oxbbtub TyMaH 3t0t, Jiejx stot, CTy noBepxHocľte (KaK TH xopoina!) - stot BMxpt nyxoTM.. O letí th! ! OnoMHHCb! Ilponajio. OTBeprHyT. TyT jkhji MapTUH JtoTep. Tai-i - ĎpaTbH TpMMM. KorTMCTBie Kpunni. 3epeBba. HaurpoöbH. M BCe 3t0 iiomhht m tí5hstch k h mm. Bee - dkmbo. m BCe 3to to)Ke - nOflOĎkfl. HeT, h He noííny Tyjia saBTpa. Otkss -nojiHee npomaHbfl. Bce scho. Mbi kbhth. BoKsajibHaa cyTOJioKa He npo Hac. ■yTO ĎyfleT co MHOD, c t apMHHtje IIJIKTfel! ! nobcrony nopTnjienbi pa3Ji03«mt TyMaH, M b oöe okohhmuli BCTaBfiT no Mecínjy. TocKa naccampKoň cKOJibSHeT no tomsm M C KHľDKKOK) Ha OTTOMaHKe nOMeCTHTCfl. ■yero me a Tpymy! Bejjb a, KaK rpaMMaTWKy, BeccoHHMuy SHaio. y Hac c Hefi coi03. Sa^eM ace n, cjtobho npMxoua JiyHaTMKa, ÄBjíemifi Mbicjieií npHBĽraffiix öoiocb ! Beflb ho™ MrpaTb can h t c h b inaxMaTH Co MHofí Ha jiyHHOM napKeTHOM nojiy, ÄKauideÄ naxHeT, n OKHa pacnaxHyTbi, M CTpacTb, KaK cBMfleTejib, cefleeT b yrjiy. H Tonojib - Kopojib. Ä Mrpaio c öeccoHHimeH, h $ep3b - COJTOBeM. R. T3HyCb k COJlOBbK). M h o'y t. noÖessaeT, ýwrypLi ctopohhtcíi, ä öejioe yTpo b jmuo ysHaio. * * * JlioĎMMaíi - *yTB! Korná jiioĎmt nosí, BjiioĎJiHeTCH Cor HenpMKaHHHbM. M xaoc onsTfa Banoji3aeT Ha CBeT, KaK bo BpeMeHa MCKonaeMHX. Tjia3a ew tohhh TyiiaHOB cjie3«T. Oh 3acTjiaH. Oh KaateTca MaMOHTOM. Oh Bbmieji m3 MOflti. Oh 3HaeT - Hejit3H: ITponuTO BpeMeHa - w 6e3rpaMOTHo. Oh BMflMT f KaK CBaflbĎti cnpaBjíHíOT BOKpyr, KaK cnaMBaioT, npocHnaioTca. KaK oĎmejiHrynieiabio 3Ty MKpy 3oByT, ofipaflHB ee, naiocHoří. KaK /km3hlf KaK 5KeMyy;KHyio inyTKy bstto, yMeioT o6h>ite, TaĎaKepKoio, VI MCTHT eMy, MOSeT ĎHTb, TOJIbKO 3a to, ^to TaM, rfle kphbht ta KOBepKaiOT, VRB jt»CeT M KaflHT, yXMHJlHHCb, KOM|QpT, M TpyTHflMM TpyTCH M nOJI3aK)T, Oh samy cecTpy, KaK BaKxaHKy c aM$op, IlOHBIMeT C 3eMJlM vl idcnojib 3yeT. M TaflHte aHHOB BonteT b nouejiyíí, M yípo b cTenn, noa Bjia^tMecTBOM Ilhmfnnvíxcfi 3Be3n, Korrja hcjl no cejiy BejieioniMM CjieHHbeM TiweTCH. M BceM, iěm flHonajrocb OBparaM BeKa, BCeií TbMOJÍ ĎOTaHKPieCKOií pi43HI4LI,H IlaxHeT no twJiobhoíí TOCKe tjd^HKa M xaocoM 3apocjieří 6pH3HeTCH. * « * HľiKoro He öyneT b noMe, KpoMe cyMepeK. Ohmh 3MMHMÍÍ neHb B CKB03HOM npOSME He3aiiepHyTHX rapAMH. TOJlbKO ÖejlUX MOKptlX KOMbeB BticTptra npoMejiBK moxoboíí, TojibKO KpbiniM, CHer, h, KpoMe Kpbnn m CHera, hmkoto. M onsTt 3ayepTMT vlylbví, M OnflTt 33BepTMT MHOÍÍ nponiJiorojjHee yHtiHte PI Jtejia 3MMbI mhom. M OnHTt KOJIb Hy T flOHHHe HeoTnymeHHori bmhoíí, Ví OKHO no KpeCTOBMHe CnaBMT rOJlOfl HPOB3HOM . Ho HexnaHHO no nopTbepe IlpoöeacMT coMHeHbH npoact, -TMniMHy inaraMH Mepa. Tbl, ksk öyaymHocTfa, Boňneiiib . Tbl nOHBHinbCH M3 flBepM B qeM-To öejiOM, 6e3 npmiya, B «Jen-To, BnpHMb H3 Tex MaTepMÍí, M3 KOTopbix xjionbfl nibioT. 1931 i t + O, 3Hajl 6bl H, iJTO TaK ĎHBaeT, Korfla nycKajica Ha neĎioT, "yTO CTpOlKM C KpOBbK) yĎMBaiOT, HaxjiHHyT ropjiOM ji yčbioT! Ot inyTOK c stoíí noaonjieKoií ň 6 OTKaaajicH HaoTpea. Ha^ajio Ďbuio TaK ^ajieKo, TaK poĎOK nepBtifí MHTepec. HO CTapOCTb 3TO pMM, KOTOpbM BsatieH TypycoB w KOJiec He totkm TpečyeT c aKTepa, A nojiHoií rMĎejiM Bceptes, Koraa CTpoKy HMKTyeT qyBCTBO, Oho Ha cueHy injieT paĎa, Ví TyT koh^iaeTCS HCKyCCTEO, M fltnnaT no^JBa 11 cy^LĎa. 1931 "Ho6ejieBCKan npeivina" 1959 roj. HOEEJlEBCKAfl nPEMMfl nponan, KaK 3Bepb b 3aroHe. rfle-to nioflii, bojih, CBeT, A 3a mhok) wyM noroHM, MHe Hapy>Ky xofly HeT. TeMHbiíí nec i/i Beper npyfla, Erm CBaneHHOÍí 6peBH0. riyTb OTpe3aH OTOBCiofly. Byflb mto 6yfleT, Bce paBHO. Mto >Ke cflenan a 3a naKOcrb, 9\ y6níÍL4a i/i 3nofleií? 9\ Becb ivmp 3acTaBnn nnaKaTb Hafl KpacoŇ 3eivini/i MoeŇ. Ho m TaK, noHTM y rpoBa, Bepio n, npnfleT nopa -Ci/iny noflnocTM m 3no6w OfloneeT flyx ,qo6pa. EbiTb iiiaMCHiiTbiM lieicpnciirio. He 3T0 noflbiMaeT BBbicb. He Haao 3aBoaHTb apxHBa, Haa pyKOniiCaMii Tpacracb. Hejib TBopnecTBa - caMoOT/jana, A He iiiyMMxa, Heycnex Ü03opHo, HHMero He 3HaHa, Bbrrb npHTHefí Ha ycTax y Bcex. Ho Haao >KHTb 6e3 caM03BaHCTBa, TaK JKHTb, HT06bI b KOHUe KOHUOB npHBJienb k ceöe jiio6oBb npocTpaHCTBa, YcnbiuiaTb ôy^ymero 30b. H Hano ocTaBJiMTb npoôenbi B cyflböe, a He cpejjH oyMar, MecTa h raaBbi jkh3hh uejiofi OTHepKHBaa Ha nojuix. H oKyHaTbca b HeH3BecTHOCTb, H npHTaTb b Heíí cboh inarn, KaK npaneTCH b TyiviaHe MecraocTb, Korna b Heň He BHflaTb hh 3ra. flpyriie no acHBoiwy cjie/iy npoHflyT TBofl nyTb 3a najibK) nn/ib, Ho nopaaceHbH ot no6e,abi Tbi caM He flOJiJKeH oTjiMnaTb. H íiojmeH hh eflHHofí nojibKofi He OTCTynaTbca ot jiima, Ho ÖblTb jkhbhm, >KHBbIM H TOJIbKO, 5KllBbIM H TOJlbKO fflO KOHUa. 1956 http://www.vt)utube.com/watch?v=Sk Tlj6AhAU CHEr MflET CHer i/ifleT, CHer MfleT. K ÖenbiM 3Be3flOMKawi b 6ypaHe TflHyTCH L4BeTbi repaHM 3a OKOHHbiM nepenneT. CHer MfleT, m bcö b CMflTeHbi/i, Bce nycKaeTCH b noneT,-MepHoii necTHMijbi CTyneHW, riepeKpecTKa noßopoT. CHer MfleT, CHer i/ifleT, Chobho naflaiOT He xnonbH, A b 3annaTaHHOM canone CxoflMT Ha3ewib HeßocBOfl. Cjiobho c BMflOM 4yfl,aiKM3Hb He >KfleT. He orjiflHeujbCfl - h cbhtkh. TonbKO npoivie>KyTOK KpaTKi/iw, ClWOTpHLUb, T3M 1/1 HOBbIM TOfl. CHer MfleT, rycTOM-rycTow. B Hory c hmm, CTonaMM Tewm, B Tom >Ke Tewine, c neHbio tom Mnn c Toii >Ke ßbiCTpoTOti, M0>KeT 6blTb, npoxoflMT BpewiH? MoxeT 6biTb, 3a roflowi rofl CneflyiOT, k3k CHer v\f\eT, Mjim KaK cnOBa b noaiwe? CHer MfleT, CHer MfleT, CHer MfleT, m bcö b cwurreHbi/i: yöejieHHbiiÜ neujexofl, yAMBneHHbie pacTeHbfl, riepeKpecTKa noßopoT. Ilocjie ciwepTH E. üacTepiiaKa: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYRQlr6pTRQ naiwflTH B.JI.IIacTepHaKa AneKcaHHp rajifra "... npaEJieHHe JlMTepaTypHoro OoHna CCCP MSBemaeT o CMepTM nwcaTejifl, ^jieHa JlHTýoHfla, BopMca JleoHMflOBMtäa nacTepHaKa, nocjieBOBaBmeJi 30 Maj cero roja, Ha 71-om rony m3hh, nocjie TaxenoH h npoflOjracMTejTbHoťí öonesHM, h BbipaacaeT co6ojie3HOBaHMe ceMbe noKOMHoro". (EflMHCTBeHHoe, nosBHBnieecH b raseTax, BepHee, b oflHoŕí - "JlMTepaTypHoň raseie", - cooĎineHiie o CMepTM E. JI. nacTepHaKa) Pa306pajIM b6hkm Ha BeHJlKM, Ha noxraacHKa norpycTHejra... KaK rOpflMMCH MU, COBpeHeHHHKH, ^to oh yMep b CBoeŕí nocienH! M Tep3ajin EIoneHa jiaßyxK, H TopatecTBeHHO iEjio npomaHbe. . . Oh He MbiJiMJi neTJiM b Ejiaöyre H c yMa He cxoflMJi b Cy^iaHe! flaate KweBCKMe rractMBHra™ Ha noMMHKM ero nocnejiM. KaK rOpflMMCa Mbl, COBpeMeHHMKM, tjTO oh yMep b CBoeíí nociejiH! . . H He TO ^äľOObl c tom-to 3a copoK — POBHO CeMbneCHT, B03paOT CMepTHblíí. M He npocTO KaKoň-to nacbiHOK — yjreH ÄMT^OHna, ycomiiwťi CMeTHbiíi! Ax, ocbinajiMCb nanu eno^bn, OTBBeHejiM ero MeiejiM. . . flo ijero tk mh vopp.wMcn, cbojioih, Mto oh yMep b CBoen nocTejra! "Mejio, Mejio no Bceň 3eMJie Bo see npenejibi. CBe^äa ropejia Ha CTOJie, Csena ropejia..." HeT, HWKaKafl He CBe^a — Topejia jiKCTpa! Ohkk Ha Mopfle najia^a CBepKajiM niycTpo ! A 3aji seBaji, a aaji CKy^aji — Me jim, EMejia! Benb He b TiopbMy m He b Cy^äaH, He k Bbicineíí Mepe ! M He k TepHOBOMy BeHuy KonecoBaHbeii, A KaK nojieHOM no jiHuy — ronocoBaHbeM! H kto-to, cntmy, Bonpoinaji: — 3a ito? Kovo TaM? H kto-to acpaji, H kto-to pacaji Han aHeKflOTOM... Mh He saSyneM gtot CMex Ví 3Ty CKyKy! Mbl — nOHMeHHO ! — BCnOMHHM Bcex, Kto nonHHJi pyKy ! . . 'Tyji 3aTnx. H Bbnneji Ha qoamoctkm . npHCJTOHHCb K flBepHOMy KOCHKy. . . " Bot m cmojikjim KJieBeTa ií copu., CjIOBHO B3ST y BeíHOCTH OTTyjI . . . A Han rpoboM BCTajíK Maponěpu M HecyT no^ěTHbrií Ka-pa-yji! nepenejiKMHO, 4 neKaOpa 1966